There are several things about me you are going to want to know about me for this to make sense.
1. I grew up in a home where swearing was just another way to express extreme emotion and I still use swear words in my head. Occasionally they escape my lips and it makes Darren really irritated with me.
2. I have made resolutions in the past to stop swearing, i.e. I will not swear in the new house, that I have been unsuccessful in keeping.
3. I have lately felt a deep need to repent and work harder to be Christ-like so that I can be a good example to my family, but my pride has been holding me back…
4. I have been attending Sister Taggart’s 6am Church History class, and I love it!
So during class this morning we were discussing Section 63 of the Doctrine & Covenants and we got to talking about taking the name of the Lord in vain. Sister Taggart read a quote by James E. Talmadge that really got me thinking. He basically said that there are three ways to take the name of the Lord in vain…now up until this morning I only thought there was one, swearing. The first was profanity, the second was using the name of the Lord without authority, and the third was willfully disobeying the commandments because in being baptized we have taken upon ourselves the name of Christ. The light clicked on in my head and I now understand why pride (or willful disobedience) is such a sin, especially for those who have taken upon them the name of Christ.
As if I didn’t feel chastised enough (in a good way, meaning I was stirred to repentance) Sister Taggart dropped the bomb. She talked about the substitute words we use to replace the profanity. Now, I would never ever say, “Oh my ___", but I do say “Oh my goodness” and where does all goodness come from? God. I rarely say the s-word, but I do say crap and today I am wondering to myself how that is any different than just saying the s-word...I am thinking it, but crap is what is coming out. And like Sister Taggart said, “There is nothing holy about crap, only Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ are holy”. Once when I was the Beehive advisor I said the word sucks and the Young Women president turned to me and said, “What precisely do you plant to suck Sister Hales?” Now maybe sucks isn’t a swear-word per se, but because of the way the world is today that word does not bring to mind uplifting things.
So here is my public declaration to commit to keeping all the commandments of the Lord so that I do not take his name in vain and to stop using language that is not fit for a daughter of God because I want to be worthy of exaltation.